Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Heart Broken

Well I have started this post several times and just can't seem to finish it.

Several ladies from Global Orphan Outreach visited our orphanage/foster families in Liberia last week. It was a wonderful time for them to see the children, put in a well in a poor jungle community, speak with the University about installing wheelchair ramps for the handicapped, taking the foster moms and children to the beach, as well as meeting with the Ministry regarding the direction of adoptions.

Visit their site http://www.globalorphanoutreach.blogspot.com/ to see pictures and read about the trip.

The news from the Ministry was not what we had hoped for. I was going to say the news was "not good" but that would be saying that God's timing is not right. I know He has a plan!! I just have to continue to remind myself of this...daily, hourly and sometimes every few minutes. Anyway I have digressed. The Ministry has said that they will not be completing any adoptions at this time. They are changing to a Hague country, meaning only one agency currently doing adoptions in Liberia has the accreditation to continue. There will be no private adoptions, which is what we were doing, with the Ministries blessing I might add. No adoptions will take place, period, until the Children's Bill is passed. Right now the Ministry is accrediting foster homes and orphanages. Once that is finished they will move onto accrediting adoption agencies. In all reality we are looking at the end of the year to travel to pick up our children and probably more money than we had planned.

If all of this was not enough, we receive word yesterday that our little boy has passed away. Solomon John died last week in his sleep. He was not sick and had been playing as normal that day. The next morning he did not awake. As you can imagine this is heartbreaking to our family. We have counted Solomon our son for a year now, just waiting to go pick him up. This has not changed our direction, only strengthened our resolve to bring Hannah and Hosanna home as soon as possible.

While we don't know why God has allowed our son to pass away, we do know that He has a plan. He who sent His own son to die for me because He loved me and chose me.

Why has this adoption taken so long. I really can't say. I may never know, but I do know that our family has learned many lessons. We have learned to love deeper, even when we haven't met. Pray harder, even when the answer is 'wait'. Trust more, because we know God is in control.

Please pray with us that God will allow our girls to come home safely and in His timing!


Blessed Family said...

Carrie, I'm so sorry about your baby boy, but rejoice with you on the birth of your tenth baby! Love ya! Vikki

Anonymous said...

Carrie and family, I am so sorry about your little boy but as you stated "God's will". I read with tears in my eyes about the delay in adoptions and can't understand these countries who can't care for their children not hurrying through the process to get these children a better life. God Bless you all. Darlene Taylor

Kayla said...

Carrie, I am so sad to hear about the loss of your son. I know the frustraion of "waiting". However, I do not understand it as well as my friend, LeAnn, who came home with her daughter in Feb. It was a ten year process and the oldest daughter "aged out" and was not able to be adopted.

Melyshea said...

Beautiful blog. I am also a member of the N.Georgia group. I am touched by your story and amazed by your faith. Thank you for sharing! I will follow you and pray for those sweet babies!!!